I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you

Okay, I shall stop playing guitar hero for now. I've been playing the whole of last night, and today. I don't wanna go back to being a game addict like I was in sec 2/3. Thoughts of secondary sch life suddenly popped up while I was playing guitar hero just now, so I'm here to do some...reflections? Shall start with sec 2. I was a pure slacker. Basketball almost everyday after school, then go home play gunbound. I dont do homework, I sleep during lessons, I pon CCAs. Life was crazy back then. Everyday, the first thing I do after reaching school is to borrow homework from shelvi to copy, and I dont absorb anything at all. So my results were nonsense. Was voted by classmates to be in council, but Mrs Margaret Loh didnt want to write a testimonial for me since I was such a bad student. She still wrote 2 sentences in the end, but I just quit being in council, since I don't really see any point. My math results were so bad that I had to take a retest (on my birthday). If I failed, I wont be allowed to take Add. Math, good thing I passed. But my results were just as crap, and my cohort ranking was 200+ out of around 240 students. Little wonder why I went to 4/6, the worst express class in school. Then in sec 3, there weren't really any major exams to work for. So I didnt have any motivation to study. Again, I didnt do homework, reach home whole day play CO. So of course, I didnt do well for exams as well. I had L1R5 of 31 points by end of sec 3, which was really pathetic. The school held this meeting for those with poor results, brought us together, and gave a motivational talk. We were then made to set targets for our results for O levels. I remember clearly that the teacher in charge of looking at my targets was Mr Leong, HOD of math, that six finger freak. I set targets of A1 for both math, i forgot the other targets, but I was aiming for below 10 points. Mr Leong looked at my results, "wah, so ambitious ar." and started laughing. He then 'helped' me lower my targets to make it L1R5 15 points. Sec 4 started, and I started out...too enthusiastic, like what jj said. I was appointed phy rep, chem rep, chi rep -.- I sat at the front row, knowing that I'll focus better in front. Even though I started out working quite hard since beginning of year, my results were not good. I had L1R5 of 25 points at sec 4 mid-year. I then stayed back in school to study everyday, then stay for night study with weijie every night. The canteen wasnt really a conducive place to study, but it was better than staying at home. It's sad to say this, but it was exactly because Mrs Margaret Loh and Mr Leong looked down on me, that motivated me to study. Well, at least part of the motivation. I started aiming high, competing with yongjian(guy from best class in my sch) during prelims. Of course, I got thrashed. I got 14 points for prelims. Mrs Yip, our vice principal, was showing my class the results of our seniors, and she showed me that people who got 14 points during prelims could get 9 points for O's, and she challenged me to do the same. Sure enough, I got 9 points for O's, and was the only person in my class who got single digit L1R5 (before cca points deduction,etc). My whole class did relatively well, and Mrs Yip was full of praises for my class. Well...from 31 points to 9 points in one year, its little wonder I received the good progress award. LOL. Okayy, this is prolly my first emo post in this blog. I'm not gonna write another emo one anytime soon. Stayover at bro's house tmr with my gang of guys.. ROCK AND ROLL ALL NIGHT. I'm gonna bring my guitar hero there for bro to play. This sounds gay, but meeting this group of guys was one of the best things that ever happened to me. =)

Same old song and dance

Yes yes, so i've been playing guitar hero all this while! But needa take frequent breaks, my eyes and fingers get tired easily o.o Uhh I completed easy difficulty before going to slp last night. Most songs were quite easy, except one. It's soooooooo freaking difficult that I had to practice it a lot of times before I finally completed the song (with luck). Went to gamefaqs to check, and the guide also say its supposed to be one of the hardest songs. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CUDWLp1yIWw Go check it out and see how crazy the song is -.- But oh well, I still managed to complete it. I tried again today, and couldnt complete it again. zZz.. Anyway, I played a bit this morning too, went on to medium difficulty, still getting used to the new 4-button play. But it's okay I guess, completed 11 songs already. HAHAHA. The boss battles are fun, quite different from the guitar duels in my DS. But its funny how i have to tilt the guitar vertically up to use the items and activate star power. I do it with so huge movements, so much my parents thought i was crazy. HAHAHA. Andd im getting used to the slight lag, 'cept the notes suddenly speed up for a while after i activate star power, quite irritating. But overall, its FUNNNNNNNNNNNN. Ohh and i went to buy a bonus song using the in-game cash, and they got the remix for a song that mel introduced me! The 'fuck condoms, pre-marital sex is the shit!' song by fall of troy. HAHAHA. I love the game! =D @bro: I'll go to your house earlier tmr! Like morning! So you can play! @mel: When did u say u're going overseas again?? I can lend you when I'm away in Melbourne! But that's if you're not overseas at that time o.o

I'm gonna rock & roll all night!

Ok today..I FINALLY BOUGHT MY PC GUITAR HERO!!!!!!!!!

Zomg i tell u, it wasnt easy finding it at all. I first went to Funan Digitalife mall. I walked up and down twice, asking every electronics store whether they sell pc guitar hero. Absolutely no stores in the whole big building sold pc guitar hero. -.- There were lots of 'guitar hero' on display, but all of them were for Xbox360/PS3/Wii. I got so excited when i walked past a store that had 'Guitar Hero III Legends of Rock' on display. I went in to take a look, it was written 'for Playstation 3' -.- Me being desperate to get pc guitar hero, went down to sim lim to take a look. I was quite reluctant to go there at first, cos so messy, and there are always news of store vendors scamming their customers. But i was desperate, so oh well. Went there, asked every store from bottom up. When i reach 3rd floor, FINALLY there was a store selling pc guitar hero. But was selling for 160SGD, 10 bucks more than what i saw at IMM a few weeks back. So I continued going up some more, but there were NO more stores selling pc guitar hero! So i quickly went back to the store on the 3rd floor to get the one and only left. When i reach the store, there were 2 guys looking at it. Silly me quickly took up the guitar hero and went to the counter. The 2 guys were jus staring at me. HAHAHA. Okayy lar, managed to haggle the price to 150SGD, and I BOUGHT IT. WAHAHAHA.

I was so worried that my laptop cannot play this. Cos I didnt meet the minimum system requirements to play this game O.O They needed 2gb RAM for windows vista, I only got 1gb. They needed at least geforce 7600 graphics card, i only had geforce 7300. LUCKY everything went quite smoothly. I had to change the settings to lousy graphics though, if not will lag. It still lags quite a lot even so, but it's playable lar. I was reading up on the reviews of the game before I bought this, and everyone was saying the difficulty of this game is quite high. Which I agree. Easy difficulty songs here are like medium difficulty songs on my DS -.- But it's only 3 buttons for easy difficulty, so its still quite easy lar. Uhh gameplay's kinda different from my DS, either that or its cos my comp is laggy. I play DS guitar hero, must strum the notes exactly on the dot. Play this one, i need to strum it like 0.2 seconds earlier. But its okay lar, I'm getting the hang of it already =D My laptop screen's kinda small, so i connected my laptop to my tv to play. HAHAHA. I've only completed around 15 songs on easy difficulty. I think i'm gonna complete easy difficulty by tonight, 27 more songs to go. =D

Yes yes, mel and bro(gab), please get jealous. HAHAHA. =x

Staring out into the night, trying to hide the pain

i'M BACK! I wanted to update ytd actually, but i was lazy =x Anyway, BON VOYAGE to EMO my daughter. You won't be seeing this anytime soon, but take care ok, dont fall into the drain again x.x Soo i went back for shooting training today! i didnt want to stay actually, only wanted to give something to someone. but ivan sms me saying he might be early, so i just stayed to train. (and to fill up the empty lanes =x ) I shot pistol today, cos' my left arm's injured, cant really hold the rifle. My first time shooting 60 shots using pistol. Uhh...the shots were crap, but at least i improved! I cant even hit the card last time when i shoot pistol, i just go *biang biang biang* hitting the metal wall behind. But I only had 2 *biangs* out of my 60 shots today! O.O Hah and ms fan and lauren went to the range too. Long time since i last saw them. But still...the attendance was pretty crap cos of ocip. I went back last wednesday, only got what...i forgot the number, but v few ppl. last friday only had 7 ppl. today only got..7 j1s? HAHAHA. Oh well.. Ivan came at 11+..so i went off to ubi avenue with him. Uhh found bbq house which was reli disappointing, then we went to tampines to have lunch. LJS golden deal 4 is a rip off. 3 shrimps + 1 fish and fries for 7.15 -.- Anyway, we went to NTUC after tt to compare the prices for the stuff we're getting for the bbq at my house a few weeks later. Just noted down the differences in prices, and ivan's mum helped do the budgeting. LOL. Total around 120 bucks, not including otah. Okay lar, was expecting it to be higher. HAH. Soo i went to ivan's house after that. Was quite tired, so first thing i did after entering his room was to slp on his bed. HAHAHA. Zomg, i did the same thing when i went to joshua(wong)'s house last year. But joshua and i slept on the same bed last year, ivan didnt slp with me today. IM A SLUT HAHAHAH. Anyway, i went to play bball with him after resting a while. Uhh..didnt reli play much lar. All small kids down there, only like..lower secondary? Anyhow play also thrash them, but i was quite off form today O.O Then it started raining after playing like 1hr+, so i went home. Surprisingly, seng kang isnt reli as far as i thought. lol. So i came home...ate dinner...and wrote a nintendo DS buying guide for Amos. Zomg. He didnt have any knowledge of DS at all, so i wrote quite a long guide and recommended buying places for him. Prices for DS are so cheap now, prolly cos DSi coming out. But im not gonna get the DSi though, a camera isnt reli tt important o.o After eating dinner, i continued downloading my spore game! Uhh considerably amazing download speed. It was constant at around 450kb/s, not bad for my internet plan i think. Andd I finished downloading SPORE! Quite laggy on my comp though, but playable lar. I havent reli started playing yet, I just took a glance at the creatures. ZOMG there are like 1631 creatures available to choose from. I got quite a few eyecandies from the list LOL. Andd i created my first creature!

Meet moo moo boo boo! The first creature that I created! HAHAHA. I like quite a few others, but im lazy to scroll through the long list and take screen shot. o.o I may go back and play later, but i wanna get all 5-stars for my DS guitar hero medium difficulty first -.- around 3 songs to go.

OHH and im gonna stay over at gab (zomg bro it feels weird to call u gab after calling u bro for so many years o.o )'s house with my gang of guys on friday! movie marathon, ice cream, vodka, sakae, dunking jh into the pool WHOOOO shiockness!!

Oh, anyone knows where I can get the tiger sorbet ice cream? The ice cream tt tastes like tiger beer. It used to be available at island creamery, but it wasnt there anymore the last time i went =/

You make me wanna!

I rotted at home today! O.O no plans no nothing, so i stayed home to recycle my remaining pile of notes/books! I even had secondary stuff hidden deep in my cardboard, so i dug them all out, and recycled them! lucky thing my house below got recycle bin, if not reli have to arrange emo fam outing come my house bring the stuff to cjc's odac area, like emo said. HAHAHA. There! Not v clear, but its 7 big bags of notes! HAHAHA. My room's so empty now, barely got pieces of paper, only books xD Andd while digging out all that nonsense, I found my home econs textbook! LOL. I didnt reli like home econs back in lower sec, prolly 'cept the cooking part, so i didnt appreciate that book. But looking at it now, it actually gives a lot of information about nutrition and stuff, so im prolly gonna read it this hols. HAHAHA. Andd i found another thing!

My IPW report back in secondary 2!! HAHAHA. Zomg! Its not just this piece of paper leh, i got the whole report with me! Unreal. I dont reli rmb much, i only rmb jk and i were slackers! most of the stuff were done by yining and ting²! Oops! xD

Okayy so i spent the whole morning clearing stuff, then i went to play basketball with my bro! my bro doesnt know that i know his blog address, but this is quoted from his blog!

"My bro and i went to play basketball at the court near our house, and we saw this gangster guy playing bball with a bunch of kids. Later my bro and i teamed up against him and another secondary school guy and we won, though it was mostly my bro's credit. Somehow i just dont really like gangsters though :/ "

HAHAHA. This is only like what, the second time im playing bball with my bro? he hasnt been playing for quite some time, so uhh..he isnt reli tt good? i havent played for a v long time either, so i deproved quite a lot O.O the match was just..weird. it's a 2on2 match, but it seems like a 1on1 match between me and tt gangster. cos my bro and the other guy dun reli know how to play! Ohh and i was discussing bout bball stuff with my gang of guys last night! or rather this morning past midnight! Gab and th were saying get my bro to join, i dun think its possible, the way hes playing now o.o ZOMG guys i miss going out with u all, i cant wait till weekend to go bball! arrange go out someday this week please xD

Any nice DS games to recommend anyone? Anyone know where got sell cheap(er) pc guitar hero? =/

Im back!

Okok after chatting on msn for a few hours, i decided to come back and blog xD Was chatting with shelvi, she may be going to melbourne to study uni! It just so happens that im going melbourne for a holiday in december! like 22nd onwards...around 5 days? HAHAHA im gonna take lotsa pictures to show shelvi! Andd maybe i'll go ask for Bro Paul's hometown address in melbourne, and pay his family a visit too! LOL. But yeaa, that means i wont be celebrating x'mas in singapore! =( MY DEAR EMO FAM PLEASE ARRANGE X'MAS OUTING BEFORE I LEAVE /AFTER IM BACK OKAY! =X Okay so i was clearing my things last night, throwing notes away and stuff, and guess what I found!

It's my tag number back when we were performing for NDP in sec 1!!!! HAHAHA I CANT BELIEVE I STILL GOT THIS TAG WITH ME ZOMG. It was a memorable experience lar. I miss my buddy back then! Alvin Woo!! Please call me to meet up sometime if u're seeing this =(

OKayy so i was looking through my phone, and i got reminded of COMPUTING lessons! Reminds me of how Pang always PMS in class, answers a 'how' question with a 'because' answer, him and his shit sort, his laptop screensaver with his wife in it, etc. Andd i was always joking around in computing class. Either that, we will be sleeping!!!

HERE's a pic of computing lesson! Okay looking at it from my phone, i thot faeliq was sleeping. but taking a closer look, his eyes are OPEN! O.O scary.. But yea, point is, everyone's slping! Andd here's another pic tt i took...starting of year? my most valuable pic...

Uhh im lazy to flip the picture round, but can see. PANG SITTING ON THE 'IM GAY' CHAIR. LOL. I tell you, this pic is priceless. xD YES YES MY CLASS PPL PLS LAUGH TO DEATH. HAHAHA.

Ohh and i was talking to jz about uni course..he's in double degree computing and applied math! ZOMG the course tt im interested in! So maybe i'll see him in uni O.O I havent seen him for so long, cant imagine him botak. HAHAHA.

First Post

Ok, so im officially back to blogging! after like 152761576574 years! A's just ended yesterday, computing paper. Shan't talk about it, cos its all OVERRRRRRRRRRR! =p Hmm so i started my first day of freedom...in a weird way. I woke up early morning to make my way to tampines. yes, tampines, the other side of singapore for me -.- the reason is even more stupid. i went there to sell my neopoints!! yes NEOPETS NEOPOINTS LOL. uhh apparently my bro went back to neopets a while back, found out tt people were buying neopoints at 8-10 SGD per million. So I went to sell off my 30 million neopoints! Gave tt guy a discount, only sold him for 250SGD, since he was buying in bulk. Oh wait, i sold him for 252 SGD actually, cos he made me travel all the way to tampines, i collected 2 bucks transport fee from him. HAHAHA. Hmm and im prolly gonna meet up another guy sometime soon to sell my Battleon account. Yes yes, stupid game, but still got people want buy from me. Stupid guy though, im only selling for 100 bucks, he wan pay by installment -.- Okok enough of this nonsense. I'm not gonna be a game farmer anymore, alvin(see) is gonna scold me. LOL Ok so im enlisting NS on april 14th! Together with menveer, eugene(lim), daryl(goh), and many others according to eugene. It's a good thing actually, to be able to with so many frens. HAHA. I don't reli have plans for the hols yet, but i got a wish list out! My parents are selfish and dont wanna subsidise me at all, but im gonna buy them anyway. Bike, LED watch, Jigsaw puzzle, PC Guitar Hero, Chucks, jeans, external hard drive. Andd i wanna take up archery, cooking/baking, andd prolly dancing (if i can find a dance partner). Thats all i can think of right now! But I'm gonna take my time getting them lar, dun wanna rush everything out so fast. Uhh first post, dun wanna post so long entry! Oh ya, to my class ppl, u guys free on 13th dec? come my hse bbq, then 14th send kannan off! =p oh ya, happy b'dae to my bro =)